Ouch. Can't walk. Kendo. Ouch. So Tuesday night was the first real practice I went to in, what, a month? Owwww. I am so out of shape.

So, guys...I think I have a real problem with procrastination. Like, a major, major problem. Maybe it isn't procrastination though...maybe it's motivation. It's like I can't even manage to do the things I want to do anymore. I can sit at the computer. I can play piano sometimes. I can listen to music, and can sometimes get motivated enough to go to a concert. Basically I can do really passive stuff, and I can force myself to do homework or read stuff for school (that's where the procrastination bit comes in), but I can't seem to do anything else. What's wrong with me? I'm hoping this is just a weird phase that I'm going through, or maybe it's just a temporary state linked to my nonexistant sleep schedule, because I don't much fancy being so singularly unproductive. This isn't high school. I can't afford to be lazy anymore. I also should stop doing stuff like forgetting to eat or eating stuff (mostly oranges and ramen noodles) for no apparent reason at, like, 3 am...

I looove oranges, though...